Well I guess I can tell everyone now!?!

Xavier, the girls and I are going to have a baby!  I think its pretty safe to say now!  We heard the heart beat and all seems well!  I have a few question still but ultrasound looked great and now I'm praying for health pregnancy/baby!  OH YEAH and ENERGY and to stop feeling sick!!!  :)  Due Date: 4-11-2012

Gods Teaching and Understanding!?!

God is the best Teacher and he has all the understanding of the world... Teachers are suppose to lead their children in to understanding.  By letting them learn and if they don't get it the teacher has the option of teaching on a personal level.  Putting it in terms that the individual child can understand!  I'm really needing a sit down with the Trinity!  That's right not just not One but with "the ONE" lol!!!  Xavier has always said that "It's crazy how in tune I am with my body" Sunday I stepped in to the bathroom and sometime after sitting in there and thinking to myself... "OK so now I know what was wrong with me the last two weeks, What was his problem!?! LOL!"  I came out grabbed my wallet and said in a semi-evil voice, "I'm going to the Wal-Mart"  Any way!  I was pregnant again!  I was happy but I kept it to my self.  I didn't want to get excited about it.  Last year I had two miscarriages one ending in an Emergency D&C!  Almost bleeding to death can make you want to wait before running out the door and screaming to the heavens!  "WEE!!!"  "THANK YOU GOD!!!"  This morning I went back to bathroom and found out that once again I'm losing this baby also!  Anyway I guess the sit down with the Trinity is Prayer and that's what I'm asking for.  PRAYERS... for understanding and the strength to try, try, again!  ;)  There is nothing wrong, that we know of.  I have Madalyn and Emma!  Emma is proof that we work together!?!  Maybe!  :)  It has to be STRESS!?!